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PLEASE NOTE DOMINATRIXROSE IS NOW GONE
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Many people "think" they know all about me and sadly they learned their information from the ugly rumor mills. I was betrayed by a person I considered a good friend and so the four hags and the board owner who allowed slanderous hate campaigns planted seeds of doubt. Shame on all of them for that crap.
A few afterwards tried to use the same slanderous information to destroy me and never could. The other area boards who I once trusted also choose to ban me because I spoke the truth and really cared and their feeble attempt to silence me also did not destroy me. What did destroy me was my ex partner Lady Fire and her co hort Classless Jen a drunk and liar who partnered up with Lady Fire who ripped me off so bad it made me homeless for 10 months.
I did everything I could to get out of this mess I was placed in. I went to lengths I never thought I would to get back into a home but was always short and just could not do it. After 10 months of serious focusing and hard work it all just fell apart. I tried to be very strong and keep my head up while facing my worst fear of being homeless while dealing with serious health problems.
If there would have been any other way trust me I would have tried it. For 10 months I lived day to day week to week and this last blow made me stop and really think is this all worth it? I am sick of facing fear day to day for me to face it all again the next day. I am sick of trying to do the right thing only to have it bite me in the ass. Right now I can walk away and not owe anyone because I have made arrangements to pay some people back for their support they did give with their heart. To me I feel very good about that.
I want to thank all the people who showed me they were my true friends and showed it in way of cash and supportof ideas or just a shoulder to cry on. I will miss you all so much. I was ashamed when this happened and know I am taking the chicken shit way out but I have to face it evil won and I lost big time. I do blame some people for their efforts to put me in this space. I also own what I did to get here too. My biggest failure was to trust the wrong people. Now I am at peace with my choice and my future.
I have made some letters which I hope will get to some special people with more private goodbyes. I truly regret this choice but the alternative would have ended in the same way eventually and this I know as a fact. I only wish people could stop being so hateful towards others but know that is just a dream I had.
So farewell and know I wish you all the best of everything including the ones who went out of their way with slanderous lies, hateful games and bullshit power plays. My wants in life were rather simple and that was to just have a home where I could be happy.
I hope your wants come true and your fears stay far far away.
Shalom
DominatrixRose
02-14-1957 ~ 06-20-2008
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